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Friday, 01 October 2010
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Midnight Rant
After a long time of absence, today I'm back with some randomness.
Seriously I should sleep at this time, not writing about random thing and watching or rather hearing the voice of anime (coz I'm not really watching it right now). My college life has started 2 weeks ago, but until now I still feel that my brain is dead and my sleep time still a 'little bit' unorganized. What do I expect after 4 months of holiday? Some of my friends seems like already studying hard right now, and here I am still watching anime at midnight, reading manga, and playing games. From what I read, I know that Arian (Aries peoples) are optimistic, but I think I'm too optimistic, that I'm still sure I can pass my exam without starting to study now, okay not literally now, but at least tomorrow or maybe the day after tomorrow.
Not that I'm satisfied with my exam results from last May's tests, but I just don't have the drive to study hard. It's weird how kia su (literally means 'fear of losing') I am at anything else other than study. For example I really really don't want to lose if it has something to do with game or quarrel, but I easily give up when I cannot do one (supposed to be) easy Microeconomics question.
Yeah, maybe because of my procrastination nature, or maybe because there's no one who's gonna scold me if I'm not studying in here. Luckily I still got some friends who reminds me (and some who doesn't) to study, or at least they scold me when I slack off (like tweeting all the time) at the lesson. But I know that's not enough to make me start studying, the most important thing is my own determination to study, which sadly I don't have right now..
Remembering that now is around 4 AM, I really should stop writing my rant now! So I'll end this post with some to do list for my self and some other people who also haven't start studying.
- Reduce tweets.
- Stop eating so much.
- Stop searching for a new anime to watch.
- Stop reading uninteresting manga.
- Stop playing games!!!
- Stop spending money on useless things.
- Stop running away when stress comes.
- Stop the moody-mode.
- Stop ranting at the blog when I should sleep.
- Start reading lecture notes.
- Do my homework without procrastinating.
- Listen to the teachers when they explaining things.
- Considering to leave BlackBerry at home.
- Jog regularly.
Saturday, 29 May 2010
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Yay or Nay ?
After all the 'killing' exam papers, now holiday has come ~ *it has started since 2 weeks ago actually*
Right now I'm back in my hometown, Jakarta!! Yay ~ or actually.. Nay.. Yay, because finally I'm back to my beloved home sweet home with all my family and friends. But sadly I only get 8 days time in Jakarta, after I will go to Singapore again and start my internship. Nay, because being in Jakarta for a short time only will make me reluctant to go to Singapore after that. I never felt homesick, but there's some kind of sickness that always attack me, I call that sickness leave-home-sickness. Basically that sickness is the same like home sick, but it only attack me when I must leave my hometown. So, because of that I think it is better if I don't go back to Jakarta, so I won't experience the leave-home-sickness.
But oh well, I'm in Jakarta already, thus I shall spend a quality time here with my family and friends rather than complaining about it.
Sunday, 09 May 2010
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Happy Mother's Day !
I know most Indonesian people are celebrating Mother's Day on the 22nd of December, but here (in Singapore) today is also a Mother's Day and most of countries celebrate it today.To the best mother in the world, happy mother's day !
I may no say it as often as I should, but I know that you understood that I love you always and forever. Without you I would never be the me that I am today and without you I wouldn't even exist without you.
Thank you for always trusting me in every decision I make.
Thank you for always listen carefully to what I say.
Thank you for always being there when I need you.
Thank you for encouraging me when I'm down.
Thank you for being my best friend.
Thank you for forgiving me when I do something wrong.
Thank you for being such a great mother.
And thank you for everything that you have given to me until now.
I wish one day I can be the one who look after you and make you the happiest mother in the world..
With love,
Icha
Wednesday, 05 May 2010
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First Day of Exam
Today I had my first exam paper, Principles of Accounting. Personally I think the paper was not really hard. *I wish I studied more* I don't mean to swagger, even though I cannot get a distinction ( < 70 ), but I know that I will still pass the exam.
Some things that makes me confused after the exam is.. The smarter people (I mean at least people who are smarter than me), that have done a lot of work and study hard when I'm still enjoying my days without studying anything at all, thinks that they will fail the exam.
Seriously, those people is irritating me.. If they said that they are going to fail, so what about me? Super fail? I know you guys had studied much more than me and can do the paper well, I know at least you guys can balance either the PnL & BS or the Cash Flow *mine is not balancing for your information* ..
Guys (and girls) please be more optimistic.. Believe in yourselves.. And don't overreacting and exagerating thing..
For peoples who also are having exam right now, good luck for you exam !
And for myself, please study hard and less interneting !
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
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Few words to myself..
Do you feel like giving up?
Does your goal or objective feel too hard to accomplish?
Remember life must go on everyone!!!
Take your head up . . . !
Prove to everybody that you can do it . . . !
When you say u can do it, you can!!! but if you say you CANT, you will not.
Like the popular quote i ever saw, it stated that NONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL INFERIOR WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION.
In other words, nobody can defeat you unless yourselves.
so keep motivated everyone!
LIFE is equal to RISK.
We have to be brave to take any risks if want to succeed.
One day we will have our own shot,just get to be ready everyone!
Michael Jordan as for an example... he lost about 300 games, missed about 9000 shots that's why he succeed.
Last but not least,you need to know that if you never fail, you will never live.
So, don't ever give up because you can make all your dreams come true.
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